If You Were Wondering Why I'm Posting At 4 am

It's because i'm waiting for, a medical first of, a hacking up of my lung. I'm really sick. I was supposed to come to New York yesterday but do to a crushing amount of work and now crushing illness (a horrible cold coinciding with my period - i share the last bit because it seems i lost any semblance of keeping up appearances) rendering me completely useless to do anything besides read news and blogs and sleep. So here i am staying at home.